is this the end?♥

okay..its starts from here...

she went out with her cousins and have great time that time till she saw him..waiting her cousins to met him...it was her cousins friend..so they walked together n chatted..have fun and great times together..she started thinking bout dat guy while in the car...she realised that she already fall in love at the first sight wit that guy..after a few days she texted dat guy, at last she told him the truth...he said he doesnt want any relationship now n wanted to be single n flirting wit all pretty chicks..he also doesnt want to give hope to her...okay..she thought bout dat but she still love him..but one day when she tried to open dat guy email...she found out something dat making her really upset n broken heart..from dat day she realised dat she not suitable to dat guy becoz of her appearances..she is not perfect, pretty n have a nice body n she realised dat every guys are same...guys only love a girl that pretty even she had a bad attitude..not like those ppl that are not pretty n not perfect at all, but htey have the kindest heart ever..she hurting herself when she started thinking bout him..she cried herself to sleep all night until she have decided to kill herself becoz of the pain n frustration dat she got n feel..one night, her parents found her in a bedroom with a note sayin 'YOU NEVER REALISED DAT THE PERSON DAT U LOVED IS ME N IM DEAD BECOZ THE PAIN I FEEL N THAT'S ALL YOU'RE FAULT..LOVE;....'

*the end*


p.s:i love you but never realised dat im alive n always be there for you..eventhough we're not a very good friend but this is how i feel,im thinkin dat im gonna kill myself becoz the pain inside my heart really burdening me..n im sorry,i hate u becoz i love you..n i really really love you...i did love u more than wnyone else did..n im sorry...i got to go...forget bout me..becoz im NOTHING FOR YOU!!!!!! love,me...=''(
im nothin for u babe..='(
*cries* dun u ever talked to me anymore!!! just stop it!!