i gotta find my own love♥

joe jonas..my joeyy hoeyy..i love him damn much=)

Every time I think I'm closer to the heart

Of what it means to know just who I am

I think I've finally found a better place to start

But no one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are

Could it be you're not that far

You're the voice

I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you

I gotta find you

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find

To fix the puzzle that I see inside

Painting all my dreams the color of your smile

When I find you it will be alright

I need to try to get to where you are

Could it be you're not that far

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find youI gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you

I gotta find you

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say

Spending all my time, stuck in yesterday

Where you are is where I wanna be

Oh next to you

You next to me

Oh, I need to find you

YeahYou're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of meI need to find you

I gotta find youYeah, yeah

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singingI need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of meI need to find you

I gotta find you

Yeah, yeah, I gotta find you

its over..='(

maybe it was my fault..
i dunno..
he just mad at me..
and now he hates me..
if he could read this..
im begging for his forgiveness..
i love him like hell
maybe it wat i deserve..
he is too good to be true..
but..
why does he hurts me this much??
did i do something wrong to him??
did he offense wit my harsh words??
omg..i miss him...so much..
i wish i could talk to him..
n asking for forgiveness..
did i hurt myself??
i guess..
he never cares bout me..
he never likes me...
n now he leaving me alone..

p/s:
to HIM:
im sorry for accusing u without investigate first..
i've made biggest mistakes..
till i lost u..
im sorry..
good luck for ur life n GOODBYE..

remember our song..
thinking of u..(katy perry)
when im wit him,
i am thinking of u,
thinking of u,
wat do i do?
if u were the one
who was spending the night
oh i wish i
could look into ur eyes..

n i miss u..(miley cyrus)
i miss u
i miss ur smile
n i still shed a tear
every once in a while
n even tho its different now
u still here somehow
my heart wont let u go
n i need u to know
i miss u...

mr.N..i still love you..

XOXO-bella♥

IM with him..=)

her: miley cyrus is soo prettyy=)

him: is she...

her: biasa je

him: ure prettier

him: i love the cartoon though

him: haha

her: lol...bkn diorg la...i love spongebob, totally spies=)i love nick=)

him: haha

him: i love doraemon..

him: best je

her: lol...to-la-e-monn...haha..i love shin chan=)

him: shin chan pown best jgk

him: i love u...

him: haha

her: me??lol...

is this the end?♥

okay..its starts from here...

she went out with her cousins and have great time that time till she saw him..waiting her cousins to met him...it was her cousins friend..so they walked together n chatted..have fun and great times together..she started thinking bout dat guy while in the car...she realised that she already fall in love at the first sight wit that guy..after a few days she texted dat guy, at last she told him the truth...he said he doesnt want any relationship now n wanted to be single n flirting wit all pretty chicks..he also doesnt want to give hope to her...okay..she thought bout dat but she still love him..but one day when she tried to open dat guy email...she found out something dat making her really upset n broken heart..from dat day she realised dat she not suitable to dat guy becoz of her appearances..she is not perfect, pretty n have a nice body n she realised dat every guys are same...guys only love a girl that pretty even she had a bad attitude..not like those ppl that are not pretty n not perfect at all, but htey have the kindest heart ever..she hurting herself when she started thinking bout him..she cried herself to sleep all night until she have decided to kill herself becoz of the pain n frustration dat she got n feel..one night, her parents found her in a bedroom with a note sayin 'YOU NEVER REALISED DAT THE PERSON DAT U LOVED IS ME N IM DEAD BECOZ THE PAIN I FEEL N THAT'S ALL YOU'RE FAULT..LOVE;....'

*the end*


p.s:i love you but never realised dat im alive n always be there for you..eventhough we're not a very good friend but this is how i feel,im thinkin dat im gonna kill myself becoz the pain inside my heart really burdening me..n im sorry,i hate u becoz i love you..n i really really love you...i did love u more than wnyone else did..n im sorry...i got to go...forget bout me..becoz im NOTHING FOR YOU!!!!!! love,me...=''(
im nothin for u babe..='(
*cries* dun u ever talked to me anymore!!! just stop it!!

melee-built to last....

I've looked for love in stranger places,

But never found someone like you.

Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,

And now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.

So why didn't we believe it too?

Whoa yeah, now look where you are.

You're in my heart now.

And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight

You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,

Considered the best when we've felt the worst

And most of all it's built to last.

p/s:he request this song for me..=)

i♥mr.N

IM with him at....

him: ceyh.. im not forgeetin u

her: yess u are!!!!

him: no im not..

her: yess

him: thinkin bout u

him: always

him: serious

her: haha...Lol

him: bye then

her: ala...bye dear..

mr nuqman♥♥

hey ppl..the truth is my hearts is TAKEN by this guy=)haha..i love him so much..idk why..maybe theway he treat me last MONDAY(2/2/09)..his name is nuqman a.k.a mr jess aaron...he made me special n i hope i'll smooch wit this guy...he's my kinda guy..lol..ttyl..

XOXO-♥desiree.aaron

♥sorry-jo bros♥

Broken hearts and last goodbyes

Restless nights by lullabies helps make this pain go away

I realize I let you down, told you that

I'd be around

Building up the strength just to sayI'm sorry for breaking all the promises

That I wasn't around to keep

You told me this time is the last time

That I will ever beg you to stay

But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain

Knowing that I am to blame for leaving your heart out in the rain

And I know you're going to walk away

Leave me with the price to pay, before you go I wanted to say

That I'm sorry for breaking all the promises

That I wasn't around to keep

You told me this time is the last time

I will ever beg you to stayBut you're already on your way

I can't make it alive on my own

But if you have to go then please girl just leave me alone'

Cause I don't wanna see you and me going our separate ways

Begging you to stay if it isn't too lateI'm sorry for breaking all the promises

That I wasn't around to keepIt's all of me, this time is the last time

I will ever beg you to stay

But you're already on your way

But you're already on your way

♥until you're mine-demz lovato♥

My state of mind has finallygot the best of me

I need you next to me

I'll try to find a way that Ican get to you

Just wanna get to you

The world I see is perfect now,you're all around

With you I can breathe

Until you're mine, I have to findA way to fill this hole inside

I can't survive without you hereby my side

Until you're mine, not gonna be

Even close to completeI won't rest until you're mineMine...

Alone inside, I can only hear your voice

Ringing through the noise

Can't find my mind, keeps on coming back to you

Always back to you

Wanted something out of reach

It's killing me, you're all i see, yeah

Until you're mine, I have to find

A way to fill this hole inside

I can't survive without you here bymy side

Until you're mine, not gonna be

Even close to completeI

won't rest until you're mineMine...

Just stop wonderingIf we were meant to be

Forget about fate and just hold meI'm ready to begin

The waiting has to endRight now, today

I've gotta find a wayMine...Until you'reMine...Until you're mine,

I have to findA way to fill this hole inside

I can't survive without you here bymy side

Until you're mine, not gonna be

Even close to completeI won't rest until you're mineMine...

My state of mind, has finally got thebest of me,I need you next to me...

i love this song♥♥demi lovato

meet the cyrus family=)

ATTENTION PPL;
dis is brandi cyrus.she is the oldest sista in milez family..=)..she is great personality person n very friendly..ilysm so much...meet BRANDI CYRUS=)

hey..its noah n milez here!!!doesnt they look so cute??omg..milez picca is bad but noah still the cutest one=)i still doesnt know noah better..so im gonna tell u soon as i know bout her=)..
XOXO..

meet trace..his one of metro station members..he is sooooo hott..n i like it..lol..still like noah, doesnt know him very well..gonna tell bout him soon..wat i know is he is so funny and he makes me lmao=p...

XOXO

xoxo-♥desiree.jonas

hey..meet kayla cyrus..=)

ppl!! meet kayla cyrus..doesnt she look a lil bit like lexi..btw, fyi, kayla n lexi is anna sisters..n im sorry for a lil mistakes dat anna named is anna marie cyrus..sorry..kayla rose cyrus and lexi star cyrus..i've new friends...their named is trace cyrus, brandi cyrus and noah cyrus..i'll show their pic next time kay..promise..

XOXO-♥desiree.jonas

in this picca, i love the one wit fatin tuu( niena) n leeya=)...i love them wit all my heart..they are my sunshine..still rmmbr in school,they'll makin me happy when im sad n sad when im happy..LOL..i love them..NIENA, HANA, FATIN, LEEYA n ALIA
♥desiree aulia.jonas

ILYSM♥edward

i love this guy so much..he is the sparkles in my eyes..he comfort me n adore me so much..he told me that eventhough ppl will not believe that u and me is an item..i'll prove it..=) he such a sweet guy ..he make me cry n laugh...im so happy to be wit him..he's my life..if he is reading my blog now, edward, i wanna tell u that ilysm..but maybe our religion is not same, i'll never gave up to be wit u even u're dad will stop us..ilysm..i need u by my side edward..i dun want to lose u again like i did once..its all my fault..im sorry baby..ilysm..more than u love me..ilysm my mr dangaa..

XOXO-desiree jonas♥edward jonas(not real name)

ILY=)

Let the fun begin.
NO 1 ♥
01 your nickname : bella
02 age : 17years 10 months
03 DOB : 04-22-91
04 Zodiac Sign: taurus
05 interests : love n pilot=)
NO 2 ♥
01 crush ? : JAJ n NJJ
02 are you in a relationship ? : yess
03 live in happiness now : yes. i guess.
04 if god gives you unlimited courage, what will you like to do ? : take the challenge to find HIM
05 if one day, the one you love confesses to you ? : i will marry him.
NO 3 ♥
01 the one who tagged you is : anna
02 she / he is your : bff
03 how is she / he ? : she's great=)
04 how long have you been knowing her / him ? : 2 months=)
05 what do you think of her / him ? : crazy thinker..ilysm
06 what will you like to tell her / him ? : yess n now he's my bf..=)
NO 4 ♥
01 your favorite show : manda and steph show=)
02 your favorite music : romantic =)
03 your favorite season : winter.
04 your favorite cartoon : minnie mouse
05 your favorite person : JAJ
06 your favorite color : pink
07 your favorite country : USA
08 your favorite weather : 16 degree celcius will be fine.
NO 5 ♥
01 if the god gives you three wishes : no killing innocent ppl, be HIS wife n be a pilot=)
02 are you a single-minded person ? : nope.
03 your most unforgettable and memorable memory is : he singing whe u look me in the eyes-JAJ
04 are you a person who full with confidence ? : sort of..=)
05 do you like to smile ? : love..like smiley miley=)
06 will you choose to give up current living status ? : big NO!!!.
07 what kind of life do you hope for ? : rich, pretty, smart, elegant, n with the one i love=)

nobody can replaced them=)

this is lexi cyrus..she keep on asking me why i wanna be her friend..it is becuz she is pretty n kind..fun n loving..we had a great time together n we had a problem last week..kayla(dun hav her pic but she look-alike-lexi coz they're twins=))is threaten us dat she wanna kil herself coz she dun think that we love her..=)btw, kayla is okay now n ily KAYLA N LEXI..=)

this is our pop star n our sweetheart..she is miley ray cyrus a.k.a detiny hope cyrus..i've be her friends since december ago..she treat me like her own sista..i've done a lot of mistakes to her n she forgive me straight away..she is funny n keep on smiling..i keep calling her smiley milez..n she knew i love her=)....

meet this beautiful girl on earth..she is miley's cousin..her name is anna rose cyrus..call her anna.she is sweet n fun n loving friend ever..she made me feel comfortable n happy..she's my new bff..=)