i gotta find my own love♥

joe jonas..my joeyy hoeyy..i love him damn much=)

Every time I think I'm closer to the heart

Of what it means to know just who I am

I think I've finally found a better place to start

But no one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are

Could it be you're not that far

You're the voice

I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you

I gotta find you

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find

To fix the puzzle that I see inside

Painting all my dreams the color of your smile

When I find you it will be alright

I need to try to get to where you are

Could it be you're not that far

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find youI gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you

I gotta find you

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say

Spending all my time, stuck in yesterday

Where you are is where I wanna be

Oh next to you

You next to me

Oh, I need to find you

YeahYou're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of meI need to find you

I gotta find youYeah, yeah

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singingI need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of meI need to find you

I gotta find you

Yeah, yeah, I gotta find you

its over..='(

maybe it was my fault..
i dunno..
he just mad at me..
and now he hates me..
if he could read this..
im begging for his forgiveness..
i love him like hell
maybe it wat i deserve..
he is too good to be true..
but..
why does he hurts me this much??
did i do something wrong to him??
did he offense wit my harsh words??
omg..i miss him...so much..
i wish i could talk to him..
n asking for forgiveness..
did i hurt myself??
i guess..
he never cares bout me..
he never likes me...
n now he leaving me alone..

p/s:
to HIM:
im sorry for accusing u without investigate first..
i've made biggest mistakes..
till i lost u..
im sorry..
good luck for ur life n GOODBYE..

remember our song..
thinking of u..(katy perry)
when im wit him,
i am thinking of u,
thinking of u,
wat do i do?
if u were the one
who was spending the night
oh i wish i
could look into ur eyes..

n i miss u..(miley cyrus)
i miss u
i miss ur smile
n i still shed a tear
every once in a while
n even tho its different now
u still here somehow
my heart wont let u go
n i need u to know
i miss u...

mr.N..i still love you..

XOXO-bella♥

IM with him..=)

her: miley cyrus is soo prettyy=)

him: is she...

her: biasa je

him: ure prettier

him: i love the cartoon though

him: haha

her: lol...bkn diorg la...i love spongebob, totally spies=)i love nick=)

him: haha

him: i love doraemon..

him: best je

her: lol...to-la-e-monn...haha..i love shin chan=)

him: shin chan pown best jgk

him: i love u...

him: haha

her: me??lol...

is this the end?♥

okay..its starts from here...

she went out with her cousins and have great time that time till she saw him..waiting her cousins to met him...it was her cousins friend..so they walked together n chatted..have fun and great times together..she started thinking bout dat guy while in the car...she realised that she already fall in love at the first sight wit that guy..after a few days she texted dat guy, at last she told him the truth...he said he doesnt want any relationship now n wanted to be single n flirting wit all pretty chicks..he also doesnt want to give hope to her...okay..she thought bout dat but she still love him..but one day when she tried to open dat guy email...she found out something dat making her really upset n broken heart..from dat day she realised dat she not suitable to dat guy becoz of her appearances..she is not perfect, pretty n have a nice body n she realised dat every guys are same...guys only love a girl that pretty even she had a bad attitude..not like those ppl that are not pretty n not perfect at all, but htey have the kindest heart ever..she hurting herself when she started thinking bout him..she cried herself to sleep all night until she have decided to kill herself becoz of the pain n frustration dat she got n feel..one night, her parents found her in a bedroom with a note sayin 'YOU NEVER REALISED DAT THE PERSON DAT U LOVED IS ME N IM DEAD BECOZ THE PAIN I FEEL N THAT'S ALL YOU'RE FAULT..LOVE;....'

*the end*


p.s:i love you but never realised dat im alive n always be there for you..eventhough we're not a very good friend but this is how i feel,im thinkin dat im gonna kill myself becoz the pain inside my heart really burdening me..n im sorry,i hate u becoz i love you..n i really really love you...i did love u more than wnyone else did..n im sorry...i got to go...forget bout me..becoz im NOTHING FOR YOU!!!!!! love,me...=''(
im nothin for u babe..='(
*cries* dun u ever talked to me anymore!!! just stop it!!

melee-built to last....

I've looked for love in stranger places,

But never found someone like you.

Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,

And now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.

So why didn't we believe it too?

Whoa yeah, now look where you are.

You're in my heart now.

And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight

You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,

Considered the best when we've felt the worst

And most of all it's built to last.

p/s:he request this song for me..=)

i♥mr.N

IM with him at....

him: ceyh.. im not forgeetin u

her: yess u are!!!!

him: no im not..

her: yess

him: thinkin bout u

him: always

him: serious

her: haha...Lol

him: bye then

her: ala...bye dear..

mr nuqman♥♥

hey ppl..the truth is my hearts is TAKEN by this guy=)haha..i love him so much..idk why..maybe theway he treat me last MONDAY(2/2/09)..his name is nuqman a.k.a mr jess aaron...he made me special n i hope i'll smooch wit this guy...he's my kinda guy..lol..ttyl..

XOXO-♥desiree.aaron